bremyl

how can you miss someone so bad though you never loved him? is he gone forever? or is he just hiding?

this is what i was always afraid of. it pains/pisses me off that he's gone. not even caring that im around. not wanting me. for someone i've known for quite a while.. and spent time with for just once. u sure ran away very quick.  i guess i just expected something better after. but then again. i was wrong. after all the happiness we're always gonna fall back down.. i really don't get it though. where the hell are you? i know i didn'y do anything wrong. i wanted to get to know you more. and then maybe we could be together. but how can i when you leave me hanging like this? not saying "yes" didn't mean i don't like you. maybe i don't LOVE you. but i think i could have.but you never gave me the chance to. i hate having to hope that you would come to your senses and understand what i really meant. how long is it gonna take? the worst thing is not knowing what the f*** i going on. and bein so clueless about what he feels now. hmm. tsktsk.